Tuesday, November 30, 2010

neglectful bitch.

as soon as i'm done being anally raped by my job and school, i'll post some new business. sorry lovelies.


Wednesday, October 27, 2010


my apologies for not keeping you updated! blame victoria's secret: i'm like their fucking slave. but here i am, ready to deliver.

i got the iphone 4. i love it. i will probably never get another phone ever.

i also decided to "drop out" or "take some time off" from school. so next semester i'm going to be working tons and blogging tons more. love it.

i have a few film pictures i want to put up, so as soon as i can get either a disc with them on there or a scanner to use, they'll be up. i need to get more film and therefore take more pictures.

this weekend is halloween. what the fuck is everyone going to be? i wanna be a "native american" (dare i say INDIAN), if i can find a costume. i'm such a fail. my boyfriend is going to be dj lance because we (meaning his son and i, tee hee) are huge fans of yo gabba gabba. i'm pretty excited. there will be pictures. film and digital, hopefully.

well, i'm going to go dears. there's some entertainment, enjoy.


Thursday, October 21, 2010

known knowns and unknown knowns...

they're fixing our furnace today. but it's taking forever. i'm totally not okay with the rate at which they are working. taking too damn long. and every 20 minutes i hear a saw or smell something burning. not to mention the puppy has peed on the floor twice.

this is one of those days where i can't wait to get to work.

this weekend i think i'm going to be bored. partly because i can't spend much money. but the main reason is because my boyfriend is going to new orleans for our friend's 21st birthday. they're leaving in about 5 hours or so. and i will be here, bored. oh well, at least i have plenty of homework. that i will start at around 11 or so tonight.

i mean look at how much fun we have together. i'm gonna be so bored.

all i know is that there's a lot of things i want in life at this very moment and i'm too afraid to ask for them, for fear that i'll mess up the way things are going. so i'll keep my fucking mouth shut.

have a good day dears.


Monday, October 18, 2010

shit happens. shit is happening. shit has happened.

this applies to saturday.

want to know some news? well tape your socks to your feet, because i'm about to knock them off.

  • saturday night: mexican food. failed margaritas. good margaritas. ring pop. hookah bar. sarah. mimosas. akuma. 3 second extravaganza.
  • sunday: car accident. orange juice. work. markdowns. home. argument with parent.
  • today: WHIPLASH.
it's been eventful. also a "friend" of mine is moving to chicago. good for you. get on. hope you have an awesome life. chicago is great.

i've become very apathetic. i also have found that no matter how old you are and what you plan to do, your parents will still tell you what to do. so it looks like i may not be in san francisco for an extra six months. we'll see.

either way, my boyfriend and i are planning a trip to spain this summer. this should be exciting.

well dears, i'm going to go and find a reason to enjoy my day. you enjoy yours too.


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

i'm just having a rough run.

it's weird, but i'm kinda having a down day. replacing words with music. hope your day goes well beauties.


just pictures.

i wanna visit chicago again.

i only wish i could skateboard.
kiss me with a thousand kisses.

goodnight. time for aqua teen.

Monday, October 11, 2010

days 5, 6, 7, and 8.

i know i'm a little slow but look! i'm going to catch you up!

day 5. six things that you wish you had never done.
6. i wish i had never made friends with fake people.
5. i wish i had never slacked off in middle school and high school.
4. i wish i had never kissed my neighbor in 10th grade.
3. i wish i had never eaten dog food on a dare that one time.
2. i wish i had never gotten a debit card.
1. i wish i had never listened to my mom and stayed home and went to college.

day 6. five people who mean a lot to you.
5. my mom judi (duh).
4. my aunt susie.
3. my boyfriend andre.
2. my best friend emilie.
1. my cousin dan.

day 7. four turn offs.
4. a douchebag/cocky attitude. getdafuckouttahere.
3. when guys don't know how to dress.
2. bodybuilder muscles. gross.
1. having dirt under your fingernails.

day 8. three turn ons.
3. tattoos.
2. kissing my forehead.
1. being real.

how's that for being caught up? win.


oh my.

oh goodness how i have slacked. i'm sorry my dears. between my new found "hopeless romantic" side and school, i've just been more busy than a person should be. ridic.

i promise (cross my heart) that i will put up everything i missed this week later today.


goodbye for now my lovers and friends.


Thursday, October 7, 2010

day 4. seven things that cross your mind a lot.

i'm still sick. but i'm making it. here's your seven:

7. do i look like a dyke?
6. do those people totally hate me?
5. i wonder what i would look like with blonde hair.
4. my boyfriend.
3. my boyfriend's son.
2. my mom.
1. san francisco.

i can honestly say i have never been more excited for the weekend than i am today. i just wish i didn't have to work alllllll weekend. but i digress. talk to you lovely people later.


Wednesday, October 6, 2010

i was sick friends. don't judge me. days 2 and 3.

so, apologies for not having day two up yesterday. so i'll give em both to you all today.

day 2. nine things about yourself.
9. i'm afraid of jello. like legit.
8. i am in love with astrology AND astronomy.
7. i love love love photography, even though i'm not THAT great at it.
6. i really wanna be in the fashion industry like designing and stuff.
5. i've fallen in love twice. one was unrequited.
4. i hate looking in mirrors longer than i have to.
3. i really would rather eat fruit crepes than legit dessert food.
2. i'm obsessed with owls and peace signs.
1. i am completely socially awkward. the fact that i even have friends or a boyfriend amazes me.

day 3. eight ways to win my heart.
8. tell me i'm beautiful instead of sexy or hot.
7. put up with my crazy random tendencies with a smile on your face.
6. don't complain about everything i want to do. we can always compromise.
5. cute LITTLE surprises every now and then don't hurt.
4. make me a cd with your favorite music on it.
3. kiss my forehead. i melt.
2. let me cook for you.
1. no matter what you do, do it like you mean it.

okay dears. see you tomorrow with day 4.


Monday, October 4, 2010

day 1. ten things you want to say to ten different people.

i'm not naming names, but here it goes.

10. it's sad that you're going to spend your life numb on prescription meds.
09. i wish we were better friends, but i just don't like putting in more effort than you.
08. you have the most gorgeous hair i've ever seen and i want it.
07. can you just give me my pretzels for free? i know you want to.
06. i don't understand why people who have been her less time than i have get to be a lead. give me a damn raise.
05. i wish you would just give me my money and leave me alone.
04. do not take the 32's out of the store, your company will fall apart.
03. do you realize you're the rudest woman i have ever met? and that's saying something.
02. it's not that i'm avoiding you, it's that you just suck so much i want you out of my life.
01. i love you.

and there you have it. your turn.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

one of the people i look up to. round 1.

i feel like i need to give credit to those who inspire me and to those who are just all around awesome and that i look up to. so every saturday i will be posting one up.

the order i put these people in is random: i'm just putting people up in no order. so don't get any ideas people.

the first person i wanna put up that inspires me and that i look up to would have to be miss sierra luella.

luella mink.

she's gorgeous. she has the BEST sense of style and isn't afraid to be who she is (something i've ALMOST achieved). she's real, original, and amazing. 

look at her.

she's effortlessly cool and amazing. she always has the most inspirational and positive things to say about life.

she wears turbans and i love it.

i think the reason i'm inspired by her is because she is a really down-to-earth human being who is a beautiful individual. she's her own person and doesn't let what other people say affect her. i feel like that's another reason i look up to her is because she's so confident. it's awesome.

take notes kids, she's a pro. be creative.

check out her blog at: http://sierraluella.blogspot.com/


Thursday, September 30, 2010

stop being so happy.

so i think the title is a tad misleading. but i'm super happy and the other day this old lady looked at me and said: "stop being so happy. someone out there is hurting."

DUDE. that woman just gave me every reason to stop and think about how lucky i am. she's so right. so when i say stop being so happy, i don't mean be depressed over shit that doesn't matter; i'm just saying to be humble about it because not everyone is as lucky as you.

i cooked last night! my boyfriend came over and we did homework together and went running. running. yes, RUNNING. something i had forgotten how to do. it was terrible. i so held him back. freaking iron man can run for miles, and i can barely run up the street.

iron man.

but he walked back with me so it made it all better. he's a special guy. i'm happy.
well lovelies, you have a great day and remember: don't be so happy. someone out there is hurting.


Wednesday, September 29, 2010

super fail.

i know, i've neglected you all. i regret it. my apologies. if you knew all the things i was busy doing, you would understand. hey, bright side: at least i have a life.

except for when i eat crepes and do homework.

life has gotten so much better lately. i'm more positive about everything. i don't feel like anything's missing or could be better (except maybe the boss music playig in this crepe place could be played everywhere every minute), and there are new people in my life who make me happier than the old people. because honestly, i don't have time for fake friends. i don't think anyone does. so side note, don't be friends with people who let you down or are terrible to you. please. thank you.

gimme gimme.

anywho, i have tons of homework to get back to. i will catch up soon.


Thursday, September 23, 2010

good morning, good morning.... that's the only words i know.

good morning dears. can i just say that i'm very happy right now? sometimes random people come into your life that you don't know at all and then suddenly BOOM, you feel like you've known each other for years. it's great.

i haven't taken many pictures lately, on account of the fact that i've just had no time. although i did take some pretty sweet ones last week that i promise to post sometime today. i really need to get a new battery for my light meter on my film camera so i can finish that roll, and i super want my own polaroid camera. like a lot. a lot a lot.

i need my hair like this.

i hate to be a gushy cheesy romantic, but i'm going to have to be for just a minute. i just feel that everyone needs to know that they should never give up hope if a relationship ever goes to shit. you don't have to end things on bad terms. and just because it's over doesn't mean it won't ever exist again, or that you won't find someone else who makes you just as happy. just give it time and it will happen.

okay dears. time for me to eat breakfast, the last thing i wanna do today is pass out from hunger. have a nice day babies.


Monday, September 20, 2010

and this is were i suck.

yeah, yeah, okay i get it. i'm awful for not keeping up with my blog. i apologize for the neglect. anywho, i have been doing super fantastic lately. i just keep seeing how awesome things are for me and how awesome i am (not to toot my own horn).

sometimes, you don't always realize how happy you are until things are put in perspective by another person. and that's what has happened. i'm so lucky to have the friends in life that i have. i love my friends. i love my family. i even strongly care for my acquaintances. everyone should.

but enough serious talk! let's talk about how excited i am to move to san francisco! only a matter of months ant this point friends. no one thinks i am serious about it. i'm dead serious about it. (side note this guy sitting in the hallway with me is now speaking with a fake british accent. what?)

i just super enjoy a lot right now. yes, there are things that i am/could be upset about, but i'm really avoiding dwelling on them too heavily. screw negativity, i don't have time for that shit. have a good day lovelies.


Thursday, September 16, 2010

it's okay to piss off your parents.

oh hello. apologies for the lack of update dears, i've just been so busy. and i've been trying to stay on my mother's good side, although everything seems to piss her off so whatever.

anywho, i'm contemplating either getting a new tattoo, or going against my mother's wishes and getting my nose pierced. tough decision, at least i can hide a tattoo...
(my work doesn't allow facial piercings anyway so i guess i'll just have to wait until may.)

well, i figure i should keep you entertained so i'll add some visuals. have a good day, i know i will.


would it be against the law for me to kidnap kid cudi? i didn't think so...

i have this as a tattoo. i'm cool, i know...

oh hi. i'm crazy about owls. i want one.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

get over it.

i don't have any words today. it's been one of those days and rather than being mellowdramatic, i only have pictures and music. stay precious sweeties.


Guitar Kitteh from james austin on Vimeo.

i love cats.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

ain't it crazy?

isn't funny how when you think your day is just gonna be average, it turns out to be brilliant? yeah, i like that. that just happened.

also, just experienced what i meant by "if something doesn't work out it's probably for a good reason" and i just wanted to share that with you all.

here's a pic, stay sweet loves.


sometimes things don't exactly pan out.

see this boy? he's important.

you know how you expect things, and then something changes and everything happens the exact opposite of what you think? yeah, that's called life. you have to quit expecting things. the more you just LIVE and BE, the more things will work out.

everyone is entitled to feel the way they feel. you can't be mad just because some one hates the shoes you're wearing (their problem, not yours). as long as you are happy with yourself and you're doing what you want, then no one else in the world matters. you are the most important person in your life, and you need to cherish that.

and just remember that no matter what happens, you can't be upset about it. because everything happens for a reason. so when you don't make it into your dream college, it's probably because you would have wound up dropping out. when you don't get that job you were hoping for, it's probably because it wasn't the right job for you and something better is out there.

in conclusion (when did this become a fourth grade book report?), just keep your chin up lovelies. have a good day.


Wednesday, September 8, 2010

don't be ridiculous.

can i just say that i think it is really lame how people try to deliberately make someone else feel bad? it's so overrated. the best revenge is to just be free and happy and get over it because life is too short to be wasting your time on people who don't matter. so here's my advice lovlies:

don't listen to haters.

they're trying to get a rise out of you to make you look lame. so just brush it off, swallow your pride, and walk away unscathed. because when people treat you like that, you just need to give them the silent "fuck off." smile, because someone out there loves you: YOU.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

labor day... the day of no labor. can't get no labor on labor day.

so this labor day weekend i had adventures. LEGIT adventures. friday night i went to the park with my friends Jon and Emilie and we took some hilarious pictures, which you can see below.

saturday was awful and felt like a sunday, so i hung out with Jon again all night so i wouldn't be bored and we committed the perfect crime.

then on sunday i had a lovely 3:30 pm to midnight floorset shift at victoria's secret. if you think that's bad, i wound up working til 2:30 am. yeah.

and yesterday, labor day, i split with the guy i was seeing, and then met Emilie for lunch with her friends Ethan and Lee.

all in all: i hate labor day weekend. have a good day beauties.


Thursday, September 2, 2010

oh my prada.

holy shit. anyone seen prada's fall/winter look book? no? well here, let me provide you with the most beautiful work i've ever seen (aside from their spring/summer fantasy look book).

i would say i'm in love. have a good night party animals.


Tuesday, August 31, 2010

oh la....

i am tired my friends. tired of school and work and people with their sassy attitudes. but mostly i just need some sleep.

i heard on the news today that missing 24 hours of sleep or only getting 5 hours of sleep everyday for a week (i think) gives you the effect of being drunk; not the happy-go-lucky effect, the i-can't-function effect. brutal.

so lovlies, have a good day and GET SOME SLEEP.


Thursday, August 26, 2010


so in my creative writing class, we were given an exercise that told us to think of things that we remembered that were not life changing and in no way something worth remembering and tell about it. i think its the best thing i've ever done. i realized that as humans, we remember so many little things that don't matter at all. and we dwell on things that don't matter at all. so, dearies, i want you all to think today about all the little things that you remember that are in no way significant. laugh, cry, shout: i don't care. but it's a fun exercise that will make you think about all the ridiculous things you remember about your life.


Tuesday, August 24, 2010

back to school. to prove to dad i'm not a fool.

so sorry my dears. school has started and i have had next to no time to even eat. also i worked super many hours the other day so i had no time for anything then. and my friend from out of town was in as well. i've been busy for a number of days, my apologies.

anywho kids, its back to school, so that means spending too much money on books and not enough money on clothes. sadness. it also means minimal sleep. which means multiple blog posts for you beauties to enjoy. yay. well, i'm off to go do homework. have a wonderful day.

Friday, August 20, 2010